My Final Entry!

awww... -wipes tears-

This journal is kinda old ( I think around 5 years ) and dirty.
I've decided to move to somewhere else where the maintenance
is slightly easier I guess and cleaner definitely. And of course I dun
wanna be stuck with liza_cicak forever though I reckon the sentimental
value of that nickname. Thanks to my beloved primary school classmates.

I've finally reached Level 20 of this game I've been playing in my h/p
for days. Never say die!
Thrilled.

I thought the light projections on the buildings for NDP was fantastic.
Saw some of the effects as well.
I wish I could be there at the parade coz from the little that I've seen I bet
it's gonna be a spectacular show.

and yeah i've been wishing n wishing a lot lately.
i hope i can pull through

to be continued.....

what a looooong chat i had with her.
she told me the loveliest of things.
she said that its okay to cry.
and that i have to be prepared always.


Oh oh.
I didn't get my gems module.
Was outbidded by 21 points.
Haizz. That was all the points I had.
Nvm I'll try to bid for it in another round.


The cats around my area are so well fed.
Tsk tsk, Huge furry and lazy.
Its so rare to see them running around unless there's
a cat fight or something,


ok back to my projects.

i know i will kena to the end.
the more unintentional the worst.
to plan it in the first place already goes to show.
can die and faint.
heart attack whatever.
whatever la.


anyways too tired today.
way too tired.
slept all the way to tampines.
onli had 1 or 2 hours of sleep last nite.
tossing n turning in bed.
pfft.


fucking stupid uhwc.
u're supposed to call ME.
i din pay 150 for u guys to fuck around.


Dear God pls let me sleep on Friday n Saturday n wake me up on Sunday.
Bless them with the best of blessings u can ever give to those
who have given me a lot of 'happiness'.

focus on the spaceship!
focus on the spaceship!
shield shield shield!
Bang!
Game Over.
Everytime I try to focus, the next minute my mind will wander somewhere else.
Happens all the time. I can't play this game alone in the mrt.
Its too embarassing. Coz i sometimes dun realise tht i just said 'shit' audible enough
for the whole carriage to hear.
pffft.


One more module to bid for.
Everything's quite smooth, for now.
Taking 4 level 3000 modules...about time.
I'm kinda worried. Miracles don't always happen.
And this is the time I'm in desperate need of one.
Really desperate. If I can't even focus on a single game,
I don't even dare think about this one.


Last episode of Lost was a bummer.


Anyone knows how or where can I trade in my pixelated-screen laptop?


I don't know how some people do it.
Hey I gotta go. I'm too busy. I'm this I'm that.
Then just live normally after that.
Its not normal.
That's why I just plug in and shut off.
Its just not normal.
What? Those were the wrong words.


Oh dear.
Weekend's coming.
Sigh.

a friend asked "If given a choice, how would you like to die?"


Not like this.